In my heart.

I've moved back to blogger if you're wondering where I have been to;

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Sorry, I've moved to Tumblr.
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I'll post here, maybe, but not regularly (:

On second thought, byebye Onsugar.
Too many painful memories.

Well, 6 papers down. Did my HMT papers, English papers, Geography and Literature. I feel at ease a lil'. At least there's only 2 more math papers, one history paper, one DNT paper and one science paper. Oh waaait. There's 5 more papers -.- okay shucks I shan't be here in the first place.

Oh by the way, I changed my mind about not having an iPhone. I would want to own one :) Its just a matter of time, I hope :D
iPhone FTW! \m/

Gosh I feel like not going to Pahang already. Well the reason's kinda umm, private so I won't say it uh.

Oh and I know that some unwanted people are readin' my blog. Well I don't mind. Go ahead and make me famous! :D

Alright all I know is that this weekend is really gonna be really packed. I'll have to study and also attend mumzy day's lunch and stuffs. Not forgetting my tortourous religious class. Well who cares rightt I'm sucha loner in religious class. Its good to have them know that I'm older. Hah!

Oh and I'm typing with my iTouch 'cause I think its fun and challenging :) Should try it! That's if you have one (:

I miss someone real badly ): *sigh*

Yknow' what? Well life's a real bore if you imagine yourself being all alone in this big huge world. There's no one you can talk to, nothing you can do, nothing you can fiddle around with. That's seriously sad.. We'd also have no where to live. Eh wait, if there's no one else except you in the world, you won't be even born! Hahahahahah. Sucker.

Iwannafallasleepongodbro'sshoulder!
*giggles cheekily*
I miss hangin' out with g'bro ):

I seriously don't know what's the true meaning of 'friends'. They are so sweet to you at one moment and treat you like garbage the next moment. Lol, Jiayu. GARBAGE. Yeah, like seriously. Sometimes I wonder if my friends love me for who I am or just what I have. That happens to some people I know. Let's just hope MY friends are not so materialistic. Sigh. Life's hard. Sometimes I just wonder, am I just unlucky or it is just a test for me? And uh, this post is just to let out my feelings. Not meant for anyone kay. So don't bother asking me about this post. Just treat it as though its just another random post, which it is.

And Meiqi; I'm okay already, I know I made mistakes in the past.

Alright, so I'm gonna print out my notes after this \m/

I'm sorry I wronged you. I love you, abang ^^ 
 I just wanna rest my head on your shoulder and fall asleep. 
I hope to do that soon ^^ 

"Sweet-passer" ?

"One of the most awesome-est drink ever."

Life's been rather hectic. But I've been a very hardworking girl and studied at the library twice this week! Thanks to godbrother who accompanied me and helped me clear my doubts in my studies. Not to mention also to bear with my lame jokes and stuff. (:  Happy one year to godbro! :D One year of being siblings with you has been really fun and depressing too at times. Hehe. Love you ttm! ^^ I seriously wanna thank you for always being there for me and never failed to put a smile on my face. Fine I shall stop this cause the person isn't reading my blog anyways. So I shall just say it to the person to be more sincere. (: Sigh, I wished I had better eyesight and non-sweaty palms. ):

Gahhh. I have a craving nowwww! \m/
But sadly no one can satisfy my craving and make it go away. They aren't so sexayy. And I discovered something that made me giggle like some girlish girl. Ah! So cute! >< Gonna share it with Ilina on Monday (: Heh. So yeah,'bout life again. It has been busy, yes. Exams coming up, yes.. How sad can that be? But the thing that makes me look on the bright side is the Pahang trip during the June Holidays. It makes me wanna work harder for MYE (: Yeaaaaa I get to be bonded with Lisa, Nadiah and Godbrother during the trip! (:

\m/

Yeah, I know! ^^ Seriously now I have no idea what's up with teacher crushes. Jy got infected and now I'm like the victim. I'd rather fall for a person that is NOT the same gender as me and a person that you can have a chance with and not someone that is of the same gender and prolly already has a boyfriend whatsoever. Yeah, doesn't that make sense? C'mon be realistic girl! Gosh, it has been rather disturbing and ironic.

Few days ago, I discovered that *cough* was acting in a rather weird way. Guess its raging hormones. ^^ Hahhahha. I like! :D

I'm trying my best not to get my hopes up high but don't you think that its quite uncontrollable? I really really like you and I hope that in a way or another I hope we'll still be on good terms with each other. I wouldn't want the streaming year to make me feel trapped and to try and make myself un-like you 'cause I guess its just kinda impossible. In fact, I love living this life and having a crush on you feels really good. I know that's kinda weird and unexpected but I myself don't know why I'm feeling this way 'cause I never felt like this before. You're just extraordinary to me. I don't know why I just miss you so much. You just have this factor that makes me feel more attracted to you. I don't know what's gonna happen if I don't belong in the same class as you next year. I'd hate to see you go. But I guess its just fate. I know that I'll have to just do well and get you outta my way 'cause its just another big distraction to me. Especially the way you smile at me.

I think I'm going a little overboard but hey, I had to get it out of my mind 'cause I've been thinking about it a lot lately. If not, I guess it would have been a bigger distraction to me. But seriously, it feels good sometimes. Ain't that ironic? This feeling never came to me, never. I have no idea why it suddenly came to me. I guess now that I can think with a more mature mind, it poses as a test for me. To determine how emotionally strong I am. But I just think that I don't really need to be tested right now. Its killing me. Well, literally.

I still remember this quote -- "Tests are not set out to fail you, it is to test how much you have learnt."

I can't remember where I got that quote from but I know it was from one of my primary school teachers. Thank You ^^
I guess I shall end here since I've been at the computer since 1pm. :O

Right, good day.

-"We'll make the great escape"